Hope for the future?

I had to skip my last dose of methotrexate because of a bad case of the flu(aka 41 degree(supposedly 105.8 fahrenheit) fever lol). I came to the realization yesterday that I was actually *excited* to take it today, which I just did, and I had no issues? I literally felt happy to finally be able to take it, and it’s such a weird feeling as I usually feel extremely anxious about it. It might not be like this next time, but I’m grateful to finally have a good experience with taking it. I felt like sharing this incase it might help someone, have a good weekend❤️