On titration - second guessing and slower process in thinking

So, I’m nearly 3 months in on titration and I feel since taking these pills I’ve resulted in second guessing everything. Especially at work. I’m hesistant to respond in team chats especially if its humour or talking about ourself. I feel like I’m processing information a lot my slowly than I did before, I’m not as quick witted. I feel dim. Like it takes me more time to figure out an answer. But! A big but, when I produce work- I do take my time but it’s great work. As a result it’s just brought my lack of self confidence to the surface. I was great at hiding and pretending but know I feel like I have nothing to hide behind. I feel so vulnerable as ever in my 30 plus years of living. I’m thinking of stopping the mediation all together but worried I’ll lose all the small progress I’ve made so far. Have you felt like this or have insight