my parents said they’re sick and tired of me

hi, I’m 14-15 and chronically ill and today my parents started screaming at me after the doctor’s appointment bc they said they’re tired of me not getting better and “being stubborn” in not listening to the dumb advice they gave about me needing to eat more, and my doctor gave a referral to therapy, which I wanted for a while (my mom is highly anti therapy and thinks it’s satanic and treats it like a plague genuinely psychotic) and that set my mom off and she was screaming and going insane and saying she’s sick and tired of me and everting and she said she’s never bringing me to the hospital ever again and told my dad he can go instead and he started LAUGHING and said, “and why the hell would I go with her?” just wow only fucking wow I did nothing but sit here in the car I didn’t even talk back but ask why they’re getting so heated and tbeyre fucking crashng out on me and I genuinely don’t have words . lmfao and now they said they’re going to reject the referral and stop me from getting it ok