Hyperfocus on unattainable thing - how can I end two years of suffering?

So, I got hyperobsessed with riding a motorcycle. Due to economical constrain, my budget was low and I failed to find a motorcycle I could easily get for two years. It was relentless struggle of waking up and thinking about motorcycles. Working and checking out motorcycles during breaks. Afternoon browsing models and second-hand offers. Evening - watching motorcycle content. Going to sleep, visualizing motorcycles. I'm goddamned exhausted. Especially today when I thought I could finally afford something and it turned out it is still too expensive. It ceased bringing me joy months ago and I'm now very depressed. I deleted most of thwe stuff from my computer and removed most of the little motorcycle toys I have bought as 'lucky tokens'. What else could I do to cauterize this gaping wound? How do I get rid of hyperfixation on motorcycles? I'm so depressed, I cannot take the stress anymore...