Eczema and suicidal

I am 28 male, I have suffered my whole life with eczema on top of a load of other problems, in my life I have had 8 years where my skin was tolerable and I was able to live good, 2021 I moved to Spain and I now work for my parents but since this I have suffered full body flare ups constant and I can’t take it anymore… iv tried most things, on pills now which I have told them don’t help but they still make me take them. I can’t blame them because they don’t know what to do either. It’s a constant battle. I don’t see myself making it to 30. I have a chill job, work in the gym and I cycle, train everyday and I smoke hash but without that I’m just destroyed. I talk to no one, I hate being seen by ANYONE. And I just can’t take this anymore but I can’t put my parents through that… so I’m stuck in a cycle.