Wish I had given myself permission to be not ok sooner

I finally caved and bought a rolling walker for bad days... I wish I had done this a while ago. The level of confidence in mobility and being able to walk a lot further before feeling winded or the need to sit is life changing. Plus, I can just sit if I need to in an out of the way place. I fought and insisted I wasn't that bad for so long. Then I would come home shaking, tired, in pain and mentally out of it. I stopped caring about optics and decided my health and comfort were priority. And I am getting my confidence and stride back, even on worse days. I'm still only 32. Some days I don't need the extra support, but it's nice to have. I'm proud of myself for finally fixing a long time issue...