kind of scared for my life…

m16, 168cm, 49kg Those lumps that i posted about some time ago, turned out to be beign so i am really happy about that, but there’s a diffrent thing. I was at a dermatologist to check out my moles (again), this was a second time but i went to a university hospital instead of going to a private doc. And the doctor said that one of my moles is super weird and that we should probably cut it out, but she gave me an option to wait 3 months and see if it will change (i went with that). But if they want to cut it, doesnt it mean that it could me melanoma? Because i had that mole appear like 2 years ago so it is new and im worried that if it would be melanoma then it could be stage 2 or 3… A thing that also makes this melanoma fear appear bigger is that when i was scratching the back of my head i felt some weird ball like things, like on one side its okay but on the other side of the skull they are like easier to feel and are more like a lump/ball, i’ll post a photo the areas where i could feel it and i dont know if its just basic skull structures or not… this all feels so scary especially that i have health anxiety… [https://imgur.com/a/PznHdrQ](https://imgur.com/a/PznHdrQ)