Why do i still feel stressed after recovering my hacked stuff

Ok so im practicing my animation with moon animator and i install an rbx file and it works but i save it for later and 3 days later i get hacked all my currency and items stolen but i get it recovered over 4 days but items still lost i feel relief but 9 days later i find out its a trojain when I'm on campus and i'm freaking out due to my account being deleted so when i get back home i send an email to recover my account i fully wipe my pc i reset all my passwords next day im a wreck stressing out looking everywhere and then it gets rejected than im told wrong email after that i send it to the correct one than it gets rejected i start looking though many many forms and posts not getting any sleep for 10 hours due to me having 6 years of progress and 500+ usd spent on this account and then i submit a 3rd one and it gets recovered. but i still feel like someone's watching my screen someone is going to hack into my Gmail again i feel sick even though its recovered i keep checking my login locations every 10-8 minutes even though ive got an antivirus now i keep looking at my email just refreshing it to see if someone did a password reset. so is this normal its only been a day but the pit in my gut is is like a rock making my legs shaky ive stopped eating so all i want to ask will this feeling go away?