I Hate my parents

Yeah this is not gonna be a lucid post but I don't care I'm just gonna vent real quick. But why the fuck, if ADHD is hereditary and familial (I'm very, very sure at least my mother has it and possibly my father too), if they feel the same things I supposedly feel, they don't understand me. No, they can't. You shove it in their faces that this problem exists, that it's not normal, but to them it's nothing. I try to explain, but sometimes I can't. In my opinion, my behavior says more than anything else, but nothing. The worst thing is that not only don't they understand, but they're also the first to judge me harshly, often much more than all the people I interact with, who I'm sure are normal. My mother continues to insist with her subtle and not subtle jokes, with her humiliations. She doesn't realize that she's much worse than me, that it's her fault if I have these shitty genes and my brain is broken; she passed this psychological cancer on to me. Fuck you, seriously fuck you. Can't believe that the ones that are suffering from the same thing are the first ones that dismiss my suffering