Questioning if im cis(?)

(17 AMAB) Sooo ive been under the impression that im cis for a long time but idk, ive always had a interest in presenting more femme, but thats probably not going to happen anytime soon given my circumstances (for example i tried growing out my hair during covid but had to cut it after the fact cuz school thinks long hair is only for girls (lol) I tried to argue/make up excuses like religion in retaliation since this place is very religious, but my parents "didnt want to use religion as a means to lie" ) Anywayssss, I dont really have any dysphoria with my male parts, and presenting masc doesnt make me actively upset or smth, i can and have gone about the vast majority of my days quite normally for years, presenting fem is just something i think about here and there when i see something cute im making this post out of curiosity cuz i never really talked abt stuff like this with anyone ,and thought i was gender non conforming or smth, and recently when i replied to a post of a meme like "press the button and theres a 99% chance you get a million bucks and 1% chance you turn into a catgirl" and i said id press it even if even if it just turned me into one without the money, someone replied that that a cis guy usually wouldnt press it lol- when i replied that i was comfortable being a male but wouldnt really mind the button press making me a girl, and would also prefer it if it made me cuter, they said i was probably some brand of genderfluid i also do like the sound of using she/her pronouns online but i feel like thats because it makes it makes me feel more comfortable like "your allowed to be soft" (prob cuz of come sort of cultural conditioning of boys not being soft maybe) instead of being me wanting to be a girl, i cant really picture me using it irl though im also questioning if this is just a fetish since i usually end up consuming "tomgirl" hentai (from the infamous site) when im stressed cuz it makes me feel like i can just let everything go for a while and generally thats only thing i consume too (started around a little less than 2 years ago i think)