My experience with Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation

Last spring I did TMS. I've done ketamine and been through multiple meds so it was an easy approval with Medicaid. It was 5 days a week for 6 weeks. a couple of weeks in I became emotional which I was told is normal and will even out. Around week 4 the emotions leveled out. it's uncomfortable. It felt like someone wrapping their knuckles on your head really hard. The results. I've been off antidepressants since then. I'm still on an antipsychotic and mood stabilizer. I've been able to cut my anxiety meds in half. Right now I'm going through the worst shit of my life. My wife of 29 years died in my arms a week ago. Sure I'm depressed as fuck and don't want to wake up, but I don'to have active ideation. I'm looking at going on instead of checking out. If you have the means to do it I highly recommend discussing it with your doctor.