Feeling like you're not moving in any direction.

Hello, I've been in pain for almost a year and a half. At first, I (17M) was emotionally fine, but for the last few months, it's been awful because I can't do much due to bilateral Arnold's neuralgia I even had to put my studies aside because I couldn't even get up to attend classes. I'd like to know if this feeling is something that improves as the pain decreases, or if I'll feel like a burden and useless for a long time. Thanks if you read this. (And, sorry if something is misspelled, I used Google Translate)