Without a hyperfixation life feels meaningless

I am in one of those moments in between a hyperfixation and I feel so bored all the time. I keep searching for meaning and something to grab onto, but nothing is "fun enough". I am sick of always going a few steps into something and then giving up. My job is not my calling but I can't change it anymore, I don't care about hanging out with friends, it is boring. I have dancing and gym which is amazing but not enough because it is active. So when I am sitting still I need something to excite me once in a while. I have tried knitting but lost interest, reading is doable if I have some insane book but that almost never happens. I've stopped and started multiple websites on different topics. I love video games but I need it to feel productive. I just don't know how I will go through life constantly searching for something to excite me and make me feel alive. It is getting tiring. I start meds on the 25th btw.