Two questions...

I MTF, have a mom that has the Apple body shape, am I doomed to the same body shape? I.e. all my fat going to my stomach regardless of which hormones I am on😭 because I have always hated my stomach... (Even though my BMI is good 18.6 I still think my stomach looks fat and not like all the pretty girls or handsome boys) My second question is related to "energy" or more so my lack thereof. I have autism (what was called Aspergers), and I often find myself depleted of energy when I get home from work. Why is this an issue? Well, I don't have the surplus if energy needed for transitioning, and I recently saw another post about someone who was also MTF (2 years HRT and ffs), that decided stop "girlmoding" due to still being misgenderes and being burnout (I.e. lack of energy). And I fear that this will be me 2 years time as well... so my fellow autists (or just low energy people) could you maintain the transition "drive" or...?